Its the "small" things.

This is going to be kind of short and sweet because I do tend to ramble on. Tonight I had a quandry! I had to head to Xavier's basketball game right after work which is when I usually go to the gym. He had left his stuff in my car so I had to rush there because the game started at 5. I was starving when I left. I had lunch at 12ish and I was starting to get alittle hungry before I got there but I had planned on making chicken chili when I got home. But I remembered I really needed to go to the gym. By the time we got home it was close to 630pm and I also needed to go to the store to get lunch stuff for tomorrow for both Xavier and I. So I decided I just wouldn't go, but if I didn't go that would mean I wouldn't get to go until Thurs. because of church on Wed. night so it was looking like i should really try to go to the gym. With much dread I put on my shoes and grabbed my stuff and headed out the door, still not having been able to eat. I went to the gym and to the store and I realized I really hadn't eaten still and so I decided to do something quick which is not always the best choice but after sitting and looking up calories I decided that at Mcd's I would get a southern chicken sandwich which has no condiments on it and a small fry. I couldn't wait to get home to eat it. By the time I got home and sat down to eat it my stomach was kind of topsy turvy and I was sure I just needed to eat. That first bite was so good even though things were alittle cold, but as I continued to eat I suddenly felt it wasn't that good. Actually it was good but instead of listening to the little voice in my head that said keep going don't waste, you don't have Mcd's often, keep going eat thru the pain, I STOPPED!!! I put the sandwich and what was left of a SMALL fry I folded up in the box and threw it away!! I actually threw fries from a small fry away!! Who does that!!!!??? Its a small fry for crying out loud!! But I did it. I didn't do it to show anyone but myself that I didn't really need to eat the whole thing to feel full. It's the little things that hopefully will add up in the end!!! Thanks for all the support from everyone!! It means the world to me!!!!